I wish I was special...

Hoy no hay texto, exactamente como en la última actualización. 31 párrafos invisibles ya escritos, ocultos. El mismo número de días que me quedan por aquí, aproximadamente.

Una vez más, me dedico a autodefinirme, a identificarme. Qué mejor manera de hacerlo que con una canción, con la que ahora me siento 100 % identificada...

"When you were here before,
Couldn't look you in the eye...
You're just like an angel,
Your skin makes me cry...
You float like a feather...
In a beautiful world.
I wish I was special...
You're so fuckin' special!

But I'm a creep,
I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here.

I don't care if it hurts,
I wanna have control.
I want a perfect body,
I want a perfect soul...

I want you to notice,
when I'm not around.
You're so fuckin' special...
...I wish I was special!!!

But I'm a creep...
I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doin' here?!
I don't belong here... ohhhh, ohhhh!

He's running out the door
He's running out
He run run run...!!!
run...!!!

Whatever makes you happy... :)
Whatever you want.
You're so fuckin' special...
...I wish I was special!

But I'm a creep,
I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doin' here?!
I don't belong here.

I don't belong here..."

PD: Respecto a las tres últimas líneas... voy a proseguir en mi búsqueda de trabajo y piso :)